i miss desmond cheong so so so much..

i will wait for him de..

hope tt time can cure everyting n prove my love for him..

I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!

letiing him go away frm my heart is hard de, is pain de..

ppl out there.. ask u guys a simple qns..

is majong more impt den gf??

i really don like him play majong n ask mi go his frenz hse find him. go there do wat?? see he play majong?? like tt i might as well go home after work right..

why mus i go find him even im tired?? becos i wanna see him.. but in the end wat i get, go his frenz hse find him. cos he wan play majong. or i go his hse find him.. go his hse find him i is don mind de, but HELLO i oso tired lei. not only u.. i got work u don have lei..

after meet mi den play will die meh?

SUPER DU LAN!!! MY MOOD NOT GOOD..

 i will jus post pic.. too lazy to type..

mi n joanne

mi n my dearest lao gong..

today is my last day of work!!!

i am awake frm happy ending dream!!

i noe ppl tend to lies, tend to make use of u.. i try to cover my eyes, don wan to see it at all. but i noe tt cant b the best way. u still have to open ur eye and see once in awhlie.

being say till i wake up, tis is the 1st time. i will open my eye big. mind clear, mouth sharpe, in order to see ting ard mi clear.

some one once ask mi tis..

do u noe wat is love? wat is 爱? do u noe wat is it?

i really cant ans her. cos i don noe wat is tt. mayb is in my life i don feel ba. i am seeking for the ans now..

i ask alot of ppl wat is love, each have difference ans. got love is trust, feel blissful, love is a feeling, love = lie.... etc etc etc.. lots of ans.. but i still don noe wat is my ans to tt....

gan mummy say is right, my parent give mi love i push it away. reject it. im too selfish too sensitive in everyting. too subborn.

i only noe wat is care, care for my love one. but i don really show it to my parent. to my bf.. YA.. i don noe when my beloved ones do ting, say tings tt hurt mi, my heart feel pain, is tt call LOVE?? i don noe..

i might trust u but tt don mean i don doubt u. tt how i treat ppl. why? cos i don wan get chected. being sharpe is not tt simple as u tink. wat ppl do or say, will alway have a motive behind.

i love my baby, i care for him.. but till now i still seeking the ans of wat is love. wat is 爱.

playing wif ppl mind tinking is wat i like, playing wif ppl using brain is wat i alway do. there nth in tis world call free. i like to b blur, b dumb cos playing too long liao let mi see alot of difference kind of ppl which i don like.

back-stab frm my frenz once, let mi don trust them any more. Once hurt by my lover, i will doubt their love to mi. Once u lie, i wont trust u any more. Once i feel tt u don respect mi, i wont respect u. i give u my trust, u break it, don ever wan mi trust u ever again.

my heart is dead don noe how many times le. don make my heart b alive when u clearly noe tt u will make it bleed and die..

i tink i will stop here.. cos i don feel like continue..